gina left.

she has gone to florida.

and all that goes through my head is neruda

Puedo escribir los versos mas tristes esta noche.
Yo la quise, y a veces ella tambien me quiso.

i wonder if she'll learn spanish...
(being in southern florida)

or perhaps neruda is more than i would hope for
in any language.
and
"XX"
always translates
the same.

the blog has been fixed!
it's taken days, weeks, a lifetime.

i was in my 30's when it all fell apart.
now, in my 40's i can appreciate the patience
the fortitude
the complete crap

no matter...
the BLOG is back, baby
back up
&
hold on.